Tell you what boys and girls, it's getting bloody cold this side of the pond... Snowed today.
I've decided I don't like snow.
Sure if you're the romantic sort it's a wonderful heartwarming sight... Just seems to me it's shortlived and once it melts it leaves you cold, wet and miserable. Like childhood.

Mum's not getting any better, Brother's being insensative to her needs and feelings. Nothing new there. Still feel completely fucking useless in that respect.Seems the best thing I could do for her would be to leap wildly at her with an industrial stapler and hope for the best. But that's what you get for favouring Bluff and neglecting Heal. Sucks that the NHS are hurting her more than healing her. The operations work for a while but in the end she just ends up worse. Nerve damage is a tricky blighter.

Got a new job at a coffee shop called Caffe Nero, am unappreciated regardless how much weight I pull on top of my own. I'm a trainee on a pointless three and a half hour Sunday evening shift, and yet I serve customers on an unco-operative and alien till for an hour before being told to clean the toilets, sweep and mop the upstairs area as well as the downstairs, bring in the outside furniture and do the crockery. Not that I mind that much, it's a job, but a thankew'd be nice. Last I checked I signed up for 'Barista', not 'cleaning bitch'. :/

Student loan's have yet to come through which leaves me stressing over how little I have in my account. I hate being financially insecure, it makes me ratty and irritable.

Lecturers have become increasingly crap since last year, they now haven't a clue what I'm doing or how I'm progressing. It's the same for our whole year. They seem to have absolved themselves of responcibility. So much for third years being priority, we're still in the fucking dark on two of our projects. We're 7 weeks into the first semester.

Eh, it'll pass. Just a lot to lump on me at once. Also, it grates on me that they've been advertising for christmas since the beginning of october. Give me time to enjoy Halloween first you heartless bastards, it's a holiday too. >O

Still, there's my rant for this installment, hope all of you are doing well enough to be considered comfortable and that the seasonal depression gives you all a miss this year. <3

Dom.